you have given me so many chances for us to happen, and everytime i said no to going somewhere with you, a few months later you would try again. if i was in your position that would have crushed me, i don’t think i could’ve gone back and try again like you did.
then there was the moment when you moved on and found someone else, you stopped thinking that we could have something.
but now your with her i realise how much i think i want you and its too late. everytime i see you two together it kills me knowing that i could’ve been in that position with you.
you are really cute with her and i am happy for you but i just cant rid of the thoughts that she could’ve been, should’ve been me and now i dont think i am going to get another chance with you and that scares me, i don’t know why it just does…
I find it adorable when someone remembers the littlest details about you. It’s cute when that person takes the time and effort to surprise you with the things you don’t remember telling them about. It’s like they’ve read your mind. The kind of person that pays attention to what you say just so they can use it to their advantage in order to put a smile on your face. I love those thoughtful people who go out of their ways just so they can make you happy.
Sometimes I wonder if anyone out there has a crush on me. If their heart skips a beat when I text them. Or if they lay in bed thinking of me.
Probably not.
(Source: partyingwithgatsby, via coeur-libre)
